If Only

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11

If Only

Hoarse and stumbling

You spoke on the phone

I tried to offer comfort

My tongue grew heavy

Expressions

were not our language of love

The language you had me learn

The tongue I’m comfortable with now

has alienated us more.

Once Upon A Time

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10

Once Upon a Time

Echoes in an empty hall

Eyes clouded in tears

The dust writes

Of many voices, many laughters

That once upon a time

blew the ceiling high

and now, like the little one

peeking through the paper hole

seeing only what she wants to see.

Woman, Where were You Lost?

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9

Woman, Where were You Lost?

Child who sees bubble in a moon

Child who traces hills on grandma’s frowns

Child who feeds the ants, they work so hard

Child who sails the world in the bath tub

Woman with plastic face

Woman with diamond eyes

Woman in hood and cloak

Woman with tongue in the womb

Woman, where were you lost?

Not Too Late

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8

Not Too Late

When wings of life take off 

And words not spoken

can no longer be spoken

And a last breath

taken alone

Perhaps not too late

when no more

need to be said.

January 2016

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7

January 2016

Much suddenly

But when suddenly came

It was goodbye

It was celebration too

Of your elegance

Of your counsel

Of your simple presence

We, left behind,

blessed with

your quiet dignity

till the end.

March 1993

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6

March 1993

As dawn hovered

Quietly you left

As you have moved

Quietly in our lives

It was as you have wished it

The song of life

was sung

A celebration

of what was

Memories

have not let you go

A something

left behind

still swims in tears.

Our Raindrop

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5

Our Raindrop

You hold a drop of rain

in your palm,

You say you will hold it there

forever, for me.

Colours of rain

dance to me

Warmth of promises

cradles my sleep

I cup your palm

Our warmth

hold the drop of pearl

even as the rain is no more.